Covergirl Blast Flipstick

Well I am so excited that I got picked to be in this campaign from BzzAgent.com.  I got my kit a couple days ago, and inside was a whole bunch of coupons and also 3 tubes of the Flipstick which really is like getting 6 lipsticks because each one has 2 colors.  Needless to say I was in heaven because I love my lip stuff.  Some girls have there shoes, some have there purses, and I have my lip stuff.

2 lipsticks in 1 BlastFlipstick! Flip your look from day to night, soft to bright, with BlastFlipstick's double-ended lipstick duos. With a creamy shade on one side and a shimmer shade on the other, it's two wearable, blendable, lipcolors in one!

http://www.covergirl.com/blastflipstick

I already tried it out and I have to say that I love it.  Each side has a pretty good amount of stick to it too, so it isn't going to run out that fast.  Plus, the color stays on your lips for a while.  I drank 2 cups of coffee and I still had the shimmery color on my lips.  I can not wait to try blending them and coming up with my own look.  I will definitely be buy this again.

I got my dreaded AF for Thanksgiving

Which means I am not pregnant this month.  It was the first month though of trying, so I kind of expected that AF would show up.  Me and Hubby will just have to try harder this month then.  Maybe a Christmas announcement? 

I did buy preseed though to try for the next time we DTD.  I am also going to not temp this month and just have fun with it.  I noticed that the times I temped, I starting becoming obsessed with thinking I was pregnant, and it just drove my husband crazy and it consumed my thoughts.  What I really just need to do is just relax and just really focus on finishing school and if it happens, then it happens.

I also found out that the more I keep talking about it the more pressure my husband feels and the less likely he is wanting to perform, which really isn't good for trying to make a baby anyway.  So I will just take each day as it comes and see what happens.  I think I am going to start doing the whole temping thing again if a couple months pass and nothing.  I just need to take a break though.

Don't want to get my hopes up

But I am really hoping that this is going to be our month.  I started to temp this cycle and I ovulated around the 9th.  Well, on the 15th I was starting to get cramps and it felt like my period was going to come any day even though I wasn't due until the 23rd.  Well the next day I took my temp and it was down by almost .2.  Then the next day, on the 17th, it shot up again even higher then what it was after I ovulated.  Since then, it has been gradually going up.

As far as other symptoms, my stomach has been feeling a little weird for a couple of days but seems to have subsided today.  My boobs also started to get bigger a week before my period is due, and it doesn't happen until a day before my period arrives.  I also have had sensitive teeth for the last couple of days.  I know it sounds weird but they just have been feeling different.

I already tested 3 times and all got a BFN.  I know 2 of them were definitely way to early, but I couldn't help it.  Today was the last time I tested.  I thought I might have seen something, but I think it was my eyes just playing tricks on me because it was hardly there and it kept fading away on me. 

I decided that I am going to test Thanksgiving day though, a day before my period is due.  That would be a great way to celebrate the holidays.  All our family will be there too, so it would be a very nice holiday that no one would forget.

Dreaded TWW

I am starting to go crazy with the whole two week wait.  I know I can test earlier too but it is still even too soon for that.  I am kinda feeling some symptoms now, like my boobs are starting to get a little sore, but I don't really know if it is in my mind or what.  I am also cramping on and off, so I don't know if that is anything.  I know that it is still early to tell, but I really just want this to happen.  Plus it doesn't help to find out that two of my friends just let me know that they are pregnant too. 

Well if it doesn't happen this month, then I am going to be prepared for next month.  I started temping and I also went ahead and bought some preseed.  I am hoping that once our one friend makes the announcement, that will make my dear hubby want to try even harder.  I am really hoping though that this will be the month though.

Last Night was Fun

So we finally got to BD last night.  I am so excited.  I also figured we can to it this weekend to cover all the bases too.  How I would love to be pregnant for Thanksgiving.  What a great announcement that would be with the whole family gathered around the table.  If not, then I guess we will just have to keep trying.  I just see everyone around me getting pregnant, and I just feel left out.  Not that I just want a baby because everyone else is, but I just can't help to feel that way.  I know that if we can not have one, then I will be fine.  We have a great life together now and not having one is not going to change that. 

In the meantime though this will be the perfect time to just concentrate on finishing school and getting some bills paid down.  I was also looking at prices of furniture and all, so I really should just starting saving up for all that now.  Then I will have the money when it comes time to buy that stuff.

As for the weight loss and working out, I really do need to get my butt into gear.  I feel so lazy.  I haven't really done anything.  I am going to start buying fresh foods though.  No more processed for me.  Yea, it may take a little longer too cook and all but it will be worth it in the end.  Plus, I now have to start  thinking about my future baby and not just me.  I want it to get the best nutrients it can possible get while it is inside me.  Also, as of last night, that was my last drink.

Wish me luck though and hope that this month is our month and I am going to get my BFP!!!!!!!!